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[Wednesday
August 5th, 2009
1:02pm
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i fucking hate you.
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[Monday
July 27th, 2009
6:45pm
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maybe i should feel bad, but i just can't.
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[Tuesday
April 7th, 2009
7:48am
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I am Jack's smirking revenge.
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[Wednesday
April 1st, 2009
2:57pm
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One of my philosophy professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling: “When you’re in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.” (I scrawled it inside Science and Poetry in pencil—lighthouse of your universe—as if I would ever forget that phrase.) He was a delightful caricature of his position. I could swear he literally tore his hair out while howling at us. He went on, “Nothing means as much without that person.” One of the men in the class repeated, incredulous, half-laughing “so you’re saying you can’t enjoy, like, a vacation, without someone if you’re really in love with them?” “Of course not.” the professor replied. “Not completely. You recognize beauty, but beauty means less if they don’t witness it with you. Beauty is less. You see something sublime and your first thought is that they should be there with you. It’s not as good without them. They illuminate. They make everything more."




that is all.
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[Sunday
March 29th, 2009
10:18pm
]
Photobucket


sorry if it's big.
we had a thunderstorm.
i like that picture.
i had to make a movie & then go through every frame until i found that picture..but i love it.


:]
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[Wednesday
February 25th, 2009
6:26pm
]
today my new physical therapist kicked my ass. it feels so good to be SORE and not IN PAIN. there's a very obvious difference.

today i said goodbye to the man who's been taking care of my injuries for 2.5 years.


tomorrow i make a speech about volleyball, i'm excited.


4 months & 2days until i am officially no longer a high school student.


what?



also..what am i giving up for lent?
the ability to be so confrontational people are intimidated by a look.
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[Sunday
February 8th, 2009
11:57am
]
today i'm working on getting college things in order and cleaning my room.
tomorrow i will finish getting college things in order.
tuesday i will make progress in getting my shoulder figured out.


"baby steps"
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[Tuesday
January 20th, 2009
3:45pm
]
today i had goosebumps.
today was historic.
today i decided i might run track,i'm not sure.
if i run, it'll be because i need something to do, i'm too competitive.
and hey, no arms.
we'll see.
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[Monday
January 19th, 2009
11:57am
]
8/24/08- "I refuse to believe these 6 years were wasted."



I hate volleyball. All I want to do is cry. I hate my shoulder.




Post-1/25/09 things are going to be hard again. Everyone's going to be gone :(
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[Saturday
January 17th, 2009
12:24pm
]
i can't wait to get out of this town.
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[Tuesday
January 13th, 2009
3:38pm
]
dover vs. pawling boys basketball tonight.
i don't even like basketball.
it's too bad we can't take away an undefeated title.
holla. the whole team is going. we're all wearing our shirts.
toooo bad girls basketball is at dover and boys (the game we're going to) is at pawling.
there are few things i like more than a good rivalry and a gym where the tension's so high you can cut it with a knife.
ah, october doesn't feel so far away anymore.
sorry, i may be 17 and i may be a senior, but my blood still pumps faster whenever pawling sports are mixed in with dover sports.

i'll never forget that moment.
that 5th game. we took an undefeated title.
they weren't so cocky after that.

"forever,it carries you forever".
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there are some very defining moments in someones life. i'm 17. i've lived for volleyball since i was 10. most of mine have something to do with volleyball. beating pawling, in our house, at a revenge game, taking away their undefeated title. that's one of them. oh, and i'm sorry you have a "torn rotator cuff", what i did is SO much worse and i still played and didn't bitch about it. no one even knew anything was wrong so quit your bitching.
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[Monday
January 12th, 2009
7:37am
]
this morning i woke up and watched the moon go down.

i've never seen a moon be so bright at 7am.



my road test is today,eeeeeek. we will see.
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[Friday
January 9th, 2009
10:23am
]
my house goes like this:
kittens knock stuff over/make noise, dog barks.
over and over and over again.
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[Wednesday
January 7th, 2009
12:55pm
]
i'd give almost anything to throw on a pair of spandex, sneakers and a t shirt and rock the shit out of a volleyball right now.

i miss it so much.

i'm playing soon, i don't care about anything else. i need to be back on a court.
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[Wednesday
December 24th, 2008
12:39pm
]
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out of the 39267 billion pictures i've taken, that's my favorite one. ever.
sometimes having a pond in the middle of the yard kinda works in my favor.

it snowed,finally.

the restCollapse )
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[Monday
November 24th, 2008
10:04pm
]
one tree hill, you kill me.


everyone will be home tomorrow!
i get to see kevin moore!!! :D
i can't wait to have a football night with those boys!


not quite ready for that yet.
oops. said it saturday. i should stop doing that.

i'm going to kick ron johnson in the shins.
not lying. it's going to happen. i love her, but
i think she shouldn't have done what she's doing.
cheaters are silly but oh well.

16 days! :)
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[Saturday
November 22nd, 2008
6:46pm
]
"you won't be seventeen forever
and we can get away with this tonight"


close, so close.


at laura's,
back to 2003.
going to have a good time tonight.
looove this.
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[Tuesday
November 11th, 2008
2:21pm
]
birthday list!Collapse )
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[Monday
November 10th, 2008
4:39pm
]
and i'm currently bored so:

RULES:
1. Put your iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Take It From Me - The Weepies

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Venomous - Trevor Hall

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Miles Apart - Yellowcard

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Just To See You Smile - Anthony Raneri

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Jumper - Third Eye Blind

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superman - Lazlo Bane

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Weekend Warriors - A Change Of Pace :D

WHAT IS 2+2?
Walk Away - Ben Harper

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The End Of A Fraud - Armor For Sleep

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'll Follow You Into The Dark - Anthony Raneri (Death Cab For Cutie cover)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I'm A Bitch - Meredith Brooks

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Best Of Me - Sherwood

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Headstrong - Trapt (isn't that the truth)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Payback - Just Surrender

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
There You'll Be - Faith HIll

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Coming Home - Dallas Green

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Firecracker - Four Letter Lie

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Hallelujah - Kate Voegel

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Cannonball - Damien Rice

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Redemption Song - Bob Marley

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Hey Jealousy - Gin Blossoms

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Drive - Incubus

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Bruised - Jack's Mannequin

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Valentine - The Get Up Kids

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Tautou - Brand New

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hey Now - FM Static

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Lua - Bright Eyes

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Always Love - Nada Surf
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[Wednesday
November 5th, 2008
6:29am
]
Remember, remember, the Fifth of November, the Gunpowder Treason and Plot.
I know of no reason why the Gunpowder Treason should ever be forgot.
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